Rembulan Pujaan

.. ermm. its been a while. yea, been quite sumtimes since the last post... maybe due to bz with classes n other stuffs. tryin to work things out hoping that it'll be just right on track. try to patch & fix up things. to smooth up the journey of me n u..having said that, me being idiot who loves someone who doesnt love me. that is the saddest part in my life.

.. again, another pathetic story of mine. how am i goin to start this. how am i goin to face this again n again..? well, this is not the first or second time.. our relationship had never been good lately. ill try to work things out. to save love & relationship that i've built within this past 2 years. wat more can i do. wat other options do i ave in order to make u understand..? its too late now, as u dumped me.. yeah, again n again. i've been put my pride & dignity to the lowest point many times just to convince n prove to u how much u meant to me. i acted like a stupid idiot moron in front of everyone just to make sure that u'll stay and does not walk out of my life. then again, i fail and it takes the life out of me..

.. i know, i was never a good partner for u. i fail to become as wat u want. to be ur prince charming as u always wanted. flashing back few semesters back, the first time i met u. maybe ure just confused with us self. u tot i was the one. as time passed by u realized that im not the one. ingat lagi, how u managed to change me. to become loyal to u. to love u with all my heart. to just look at u n not others. well, somehow or rather i managed to change bit. phase by phase. i started to b loyal to u. yeah i did say hi etc to some ppl but that doesn't mean that i have any intention towards them. to me, they're just like friend.. means nothing more than just friend.

.. you been my obsession (due to .....), total madness dreadful mess. losing u from my life made my mind suffered relapses. **sigh**

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