I don't wanna miss a thing

.. im in shah alam. n im happy to see u again eventhou ure like quite cold towards me. just perform maghrib n i cried again. mungkin kali nih menangis kegembiraan atau tangisan takot keadaan akan bertambah menjadi worst. haih. since that nite i never forget to doa that things would b back to normal. i know this might sounds crazy but what other options that i ave. i can rely on friend to make things better. only Allah might help me to find a better soulution. no matter what the consequences gonna be like nearly, i hope Allah will give me the strengths to face it. well, if it were my choice, obviously i will choose to be with you forever n ever. but then again i just dont know how.

.. is there still love in you.? is there still me inside ur heart..? is it me the one that u want.. is it me that u always wanted to see n to be with. all sorts of questions mingle around my mind. *sigh**

.. i love u. more than u ever know. well, im a guy. eventhough at times i x really show it to u but i do hope that u undestand that u re the one that i've been looked up for all this while. i met lots of people before n they were never the same as you. you meant everything to me. you are my bestfriends. friend to talk. to listen. to cheer me up. to be with me. to hang out with. to go eat with. haih. too many things to mention on what we've been through together n i realli realli appreciate that. i would want things to be like this for a long time. forever if possible.

.. this past few days been really tortured me & hope this will end realli soon. ive seen u everywhre. at home. at the mall. in my car. in pj. in shah alam. at movie. whereever i go i always feel that ure besides me. next to me. coz lotsa thing we been through together. name it the place.. i can see u n only u. maybe thats one of the reason i dont mind went out alone while u were not with me. i went movie alone. go hanging around at mamak alone eating. window shooping at the mall. coz i always can see u anywhere. i always believe that u n me were meant to be together.

.. looking at u lying down on the bed. i feel so happy n excited. i feel like hugging n kissing u but there's something in mind that stop me from doing so. do u want it. do u realli miss me. were u ere with me coz u wanna be with me or so forth. *sigh* what am i been thinking. why shd i thk abt it too much. remembering what you've told me before while we were chatting on the phone... i menyampah dh dgn u. u control i sgt. i x even have the freedom to be on my own. to be with my friends. where's your friends..? why cant you go out with them rather than coming down to Club Med to see me. no one would ever wants to be ur friends due to ur attitude. all sorts of statement was like a big hole punching through my heart. but somehow rather it make me think it might b true. i dont have lots of friends. ermm..

.. i scared that leaving u alone. giving u space will distort u mind from thinking n loving me. haih. but then again. i think ive to let u be as what u want it to be. go with the flow of yours. but deep inside me im dying again n again. *sigh* how if one fine day u came up to me n say that u dont want me anymore. i really2 hope this would never happen. no matter how big is our arguments dont u ever say that u gonna leave me as i cant accept it. our arguement should not end with a bye bye. thats not the way to overcome a problem. that is never ever a good way to end the relationship. sit down n think of the possible solutions. haih. i just cant take it if u say that u gonna leave me. seriously. now, everyday i pray to Allah to open up my mind as well as ur mind. to not rush things out n to be good towards each other.


I MISS U BB.. ( eventho now ure like just in front of me napping)

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing ....

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever ...